(My IRL Update)

Happy New Year Everyone!

It’s great to be starting fresh again and I hope there is more potential for a phenomenal year than the train wreck that was 2020. These last 6 months have probably been my hardest times in recent memory. I never thought I would feel like I did during those months. Hopeless comes to mind mostly, but it was a journey I needed to take. The first 4 months was a lot of anger and frustration. Losing a dream job and a 5 year home was very hard to accept. Searching for a job that fit me…


Hey guys, it has been a fair bit since I updated you. If you haven’t been keeping up to date on my socials, I have taken a long month hiatus from streaming and from social media. Since the shutdown of Mixer, I have been job hunting, studying for certifications, and just finding balance again in my life. I know I can’t really express all of how I am feeling right now, but I do feel it is time to talk on where I am going from here.

First update, I will be taking an indefinite hiatus from streaming until I…


As most of you know, on 6/22/2020.. Mixer has begun the process of shutting down. To say I am shocked and surprised is an understatement. For the better part of half a decade I dedicated my life and time to bringing up Mixer. From its humble beginnings as Beam through its acquisition with Microsoft and Ninja the years after. I saw this platform break down barriers and change other platforms to get off their own butts and provide better services. Now all of that is coming to an end.

Mixer was my Home for 5 years. Not just as a…


So I have a confession to make. I finally cheated on my meal plan and in not the way I planned. It has been 7 months of this meal plan and in all honesty I was building up all these foods that I use to eat as taboo. You see… I was starting to view them in a bad grotesque way and I felt that if I had one bite of them that I would revert to how I was before. …


Monthly Weigh-in and Weekly Update — Week 26 — Month 6

So, it’s time for my weight-in for the month! I said back at the beginning I wanted to switch to a monthly weigh-in as the number at this point doesn’t matter as much as the stuff I’m doing and how I am feeling. I know at this point I will get to my ideal weight goal and I know I will maintain it after. I have too much passion, drive, and care for my body that I will not let a cheat day ruin my amazing progress. …


As you saw from the Twitter post that was connected to this post… things have changed in a better way for me. I have been holding back this announcement mainly because I am not much for posting stuff like this on a regular basis and I wanted to focus on my goals instead of praise. For those who are friends with me elsewhere…. I have been posting things on my personal Facebook for reasons to keep myself accountable. And after my most recent post, it was finally time to share this life change. So with that out of the way…


This is just a rant/listing of, not really rules, but what most streamers would say is common sense in a stream wherever you go. I am honestly just wanting to make this list for future viewers of streams, whether you are young and new or a veteran of this kind of entertainment. There are just some things that are unspoken or outspoken on a regular basis that viewers should really know when they go to any stream, even if you are new or a regular in that stream. These are in no particular order. …


This is mainly my response to the stuff happening because of a recent Beam Partnership and this is all my own opinion. I have been reading a lot of posts and seeing many comments on this situation. I understand peoples feelings and I am not disregarding them, but I am speaking my point of view to give you an idea of what I see.

A new partner was just announced this past week and it came out of nowhere for most and for me too as well. My first thought on it was “ I hope he brings awesome things…


So its already been a week and man did it fly by at the end there. I am betting a bunch of you are wondering how I am and where my head is. Well I can say I am feeling much better overall from this time of relaxing but it certainly took a bit to get there. I was extremely tense the first few days and time was standing still for me. Losing someone at all is a truly painful experience that I wish no one would ever go through but its a fact of life that you will go…


Hey guys,

I couldn’t write this up into one tweet so I need to type this out. After this whole past week, being down, feeling off, and now losing my loving cat of 17 years. I am taking a week off for myself. No business trip, no conventions, no work of any kind regarding streaming or YouTube. I am planning a trip right now with my girlfriend and I am hoping I will be leaving to see her this coming Monday. I need this now more than ever. Why am I telling you guys this instead of doing it? Because…

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